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dreaming for a sony vaio.

i am so crazed up with sony vaio!

well i already have a laptop (IBM) and it is sooo old. so old that when i used it for long hours (like 8-10 hours) then when i opened it later on, it's motherboard was totally crashed. (Error 0177)

papa! please buy me a sony vaio please! :D

in need for braces.

i want to get braces, and i want it now.

undecided.

ok, at first i wanted to be a flight attendant because of the privilledges and the 65% off hard labor. but then i realized that being an attendant means perfection which isn't quite in my vocabulary. yes it does pay a lot in a short span of time, but then in the end, no matter how filty stinking rich i am... I'm just a waitress. i never wanted to be a waitress, i want to look at the bigger picture, i want to be someone who people look up to because of their jobs (eg. lawyer, doctor)

then i wanted to be a dermatologist / OB-Gynecologist because i think i can handle those jobs without killing anyone or anything. but then when i researched about it, i have to study for atleast 9 years! i think i can't handle being in school for the rest of my life! imagine finishing school at the age of 25! by that time, people who graduated college 5 years ago has a stable life already, while your just starting yours.

so i eased up a little bit and thought of becoming an architect because it's all about ideas and placing those in a giant piece of paper with grid lines and numbers on them. although people thinks it's the right occupation for me because i can draw, i feel like, it's not really who i am, it doesn't really makes me happy. plus - drawing a detailed house is really hard for me right know.

maybe being a lawyer? no... no.... no... i'm not good at memorizing laws. no thanks

then i thought of something i know i can handle, being an office executive. any field in the higher office will do. but being stuck in an office and doing routines is such a boring life!

chef? i can cook... but i can't handle being in the heat everyday! plus - i need to keep my figure.

being a hotel manager is ok :) but this won't be my first choice. it's a last resort.

basically, i want to travel around the world, get creative with life and earn a lot. but i think i won't take tourism anymore. because job opportunities in tourism STINKS.

seeing other people my age that has already made up their mind can be very envious. i don't even know why i'm afraid of taking a big step. why i'm afraid of making a mistake. all i know is i'm SOOOO undecided right now. :))

in pain. (literally)

OK, i didn't shove anything in m toe pinky. THAT'S MY NAIL. i just accidentally cut it that way. right know i'm in so much pain! imagine sleeping with a broken nail (that looks like that)

every time it touches or hits anything... it hurts :(( HUHUHU

but believe it or not, this is not the first time THAT happened.

lasagna supreme.

OK, take a good look at this super duper mega scrumptious lasagna and tell me you don't want it.

Greenwich Lasagna Supreme has got be he most delicious lasagna ever. i don't know how the hell they did it but dude! it's KICK ASS! and with a garlic stick on the side, this pasta dish is so unbeatable. thank you Italian weirdos (i mean chefs) for inventing lasagna!

it may be super pricey, but it's worth!

yesterday, my mom bought me 2 orders of "Solo" because we went to a OB-GYN even though i don't want to, and the doctor sticked a finger in my ass and it's very uncomfortable... very, very uncomfortable. To tell you the truth, i only ate a plate and 3/4 of the other plate. then i gave the rest of the lasagna to my mom because i know she's craving for it. :))

let me tell you this: the lasagna may be heavy on the tummy, but this delicacy is something that you won't ever get sick off.

self-portrait fail. XP

ok, i won't show pictures because it's very embarassing.

i've been trying to draw an actual human being since the beginning of time. unfortunately every single one of them has just been stupid attempts. as far as i could remember, my last attempt turned out pretty well, but it still has it's flaws, like too big eyes and an uneven nose bridge.

everyone kept on telling me... "ok lang yan jokwa, kaya nga attempts diba? ulit lang ng ulit and don't be discourage!" but their advices and encouragements seems to be not working on me. haay, i guess all i'm good at are cartoons... my my sister doesn't even thinks their good enough for the others, just for those who doesn't have an idea about drawing!

MAN THIS STINKS!