ok, at first i wanted to be a flight attendant because of the privilledges and the 65% off hard labor. but then i realized that being an attendant means perfection which isn't quite in my vocabulary. yes it does pay a lot in a short span of time, but then in the end, no matter how filty stinking rich i am... I'm just a waitress. i never wanted to be a waitress, i want to look at the bigger picture, i want to be someone who people look up to because of their jobs (eg. lawyer, doctor)
then i wanted to be a dermatologist / OB-Gynecologist because i think i can handle those jobs without killing anyone or anything. but then when i researched about it, i have to study for atleast 9 years! i think i can't handle being in school for the rest of my life! imagine finishing school at the age of 25! by that time, people who graduated college 5 years ago has a stable life already, while your just starting yours.
so i eased up a little bit and thought of becoming an architect because it's all about ideas and placing those in a giant piece of paper with grid lines and numbers on them. although people thinks it's the right occupation for me because i can draw, i feel like, it's not really who i am, it doesn't really makes me happy. plus - drawing a detailed house is really hard for me right know.
maybe being a lawyer? no... no.... no... i'm not good at memorizing laws. no thanks
then i thought of something i know i can handle, being an office executive. any field in the higher office will do. but being stuck in an office and doing routines is such a boring life!
chef? i can cook... but i can't handle being in the heat everyday! plus - i need to keep my figure.
being a hotel manager is ok :) but this won't be my first choice. it's a last resort.
basically, i want to travel around the world, get creative with life and earn a lot. but i think i won't take tourism anymore. because job opportunities in tourism STINKS.
seeing other people my age that has already made up their mind can be very envious. i don't even know why i'm afraid of taking a big step. why i'm afraid of making a mistake. all i know is i'm SOOOO undecided right now. :))
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