undecided.

ok, at first i wanted to be a flight attendant because of the privilledges and the 65% off hard labor. but then i realized that being an attendant means perfection which isn't quite in my vocabulary. yes it does pay a lot in a short span of time, but then in the end, no matter how filty stinking rich i am... I'm just a waitress. i never wanted to be a waitress, i want to look at the bigger picture, i want to be someone who people look up to because of their jobs (eg. lawyer, doctor)

then i wanted to be a dermatologist / OB-Gynecologist because i think i can handle those jobs without killing anyone or anything. but then when i researched about it, i have to study for atleast 9 years! i think i can't handle being in school for the rest of my life! imagine finishing school at the age of 25! by that time, people who graduated college 5 years ago has a stable life already, while your just starting yours.

so i eased up a little bit and thought of becoming an architect because it's all about ideas and placing those in a giant piece of paper with grid lines and numbers on them. although people thinks it's the right occupation for me because i can draw, i feel like, it's not really who i am, it doesn't really makes me happy. plus - drawing a detailed house is really hard for me right know.

maybe being a lawyer? no... no.... no... i'm not good at memorizing laws. no thanks

then i thought of something i know i can handle, being an office executive. any field in the higher office will do. but being stuck in an office and doing routines is such a boring life!

chef? i can cook... but i can't handle being in the heat everyday! plus - i need to keep my figure.

being a hotel manager is ok :) but this won't be my first choice. it's a last resort.

basically, i want to travel around the world, get creative with life and earn a lot. but i think i won't take tourism anymore. because job opportunities in tourism STINKS.

seeing other people my age that has already made up their mind can be very envious. i don't even know why i'm afraid of taking a big step. why i'm afraid of making a mistake. all i know is i'm SOOOO undecided right now. :))

in pain. (literally)

OK, i didn't shove anything in m toe pinky. THAT'S MY NAIL. i just accidentally cut it that way. right know i'm in so much pain! imagine sleeping with a broken nail (that looks like that)

every time it touches or hits anything... it hurts :(( HUHUHU

but believe it or not, this is not the first time THAT happened.

lasagna supreme.

OK, take a good look at this super duper mega scrumptious lasagna and tell me you don't want it.

Greenwich Lasagna Supreme has got be he most delicious lasagna ever. i don't know how the hell they did it but dude! it's KICK ASS! and with a garlic stick on the side, this pasta dish is so unbeatable. thank you Italian weirdos (i mean chefs) for inventing lasagna!

it may be super pricey, but it's worth!

yesterday, my mom bought me 2 orders of "Solo" because we went to a OB-GYN even though i don't want to, and the doctor sticked a finger in my ass and it's very uncomfortable... very, very uncomfortable. To tell you the truth, i only ate a plate and 3/4 of the other plate. then i gave the rest of the lasagna to my mom because i know she's craving for it. :))

let me tell you this: the lasagna may be heavy on the tummy, but this delicacy is something that you won't ever get sick off.

self-portrait fail. XP

ok, i won't show pictures because it's very embarassing.

i've been trying to draw an actual human being since the beginning of time. unfortunately every single one of them has just been stupid attempts. as far as i could remember, my last attempt turned out pretty well, but it still has it's flaws, like too big eyes and an uneven nose bridge.

everyone kept on telling me... "ok lang yan jokwa, kaya nga attempts diba? ulit lang ng ulit and don't be discourage!" but their advices and encouragements seems to be not working on me. haay, i guess all i'm good at are cartoons... my my sister doesn't even thinks their good enough for the others, just for those who doesn't have an idea about drawing!

MAN THIS STINKS!

sleep-talking at a jeepney

LMAO! this comic strip reminded me of a very funny memory:

it was the middle of March back then. it was sooo hot, and i'm sooo sleepy. but i know i can't sleep in class especially because i'm in the first row. so... to keep me awake, i red a romance novel i found rotting at our tindahan

here are some ICKY lines:

"Angelo my love, my mother... she wants me to go to Venice"

"You don't have to go, we can leave Moscow and live with my family"

"If we did that, my family will be in rage! it will cause war"

"I don't care, as long as we're happy my Maria"

"I love you Angelo"

"I love you Maria"

*smooch fest*

after class, i rode a one-way-jeepney. i didn't realized that i fell asleep... all i know is i'm suddenly in this beautiful garden and i was like "putcha! nasan na 'ko?" then i saw Angelo looking at me eye-to-eye (which is by the way... super ROMANTIC ><) then he approached me and held me in my waist which made me held on to his shoulders. and all i said was "wow, adik ata ako?" he giggled and asked me to move to his family in Queensland. and why the heck would i say no to a sexy, handsome, adorable, charismatic, dream-boy? then he carried me and i said "Angelo, take me away!" but then he tripped... and here comes the embarassing part:

i woke up and realized i was talking out loud the whole time...

want to know why?

they were all like "Angelo... oh! my Angelo! Oh! Oh! Oh!" do they really have to insult me like that... so all i said was "pasensya na po, kakabasa ko lang kasi ng romance novel eh, dalaga lang naman ako eh... hahahaha tapos nag-daydream po ako..." then i just looked at the window trying to forget the fact that those people in the jeepney thinks that i'm some sort of weird jologs who reads romance novels because i'm hopeless romantic which is so not true! huhuhu

aya-jokwa idle time. =)

outfit #1 is a cute black top and a red cocktail dress

(my favorite)

outfit #2 are simple dresses perfect to beat the heat

(the easiest ones to wear)

outfit # 3 is a cute navy blue (little gray-ish) coat and a simple blouse

(i already have one of these)

height check

(i never noticed it... but i'm a lot taller than aya! hahaha :))

just another peace sign :D

(aya, your hand is blocking my shot :))

muscle check

(the boys must be jealous :)) you can have it, i don't want it >.< )

sunhats

(do we really need them inside the mall?)

lesson # 1: never dip your favorite doll shoes into a pond

(unless it's waterproof :))

=P

(to that group in facebook that says no one really sticks their tongues out in real life...)

movie tickets: M14 & M15

(but inside the cinema... i'm sitting at M13 with no one beside me while watching a horror movie... thank you jezra! :))

don't mind the girl in pink...

(because she switched sits with me... and i'm dumb enough to say yes, JOKE! :))

yes, they're bestfriends!

(i guess that's how BOY BESTFRIENDS bond)

the difference between jumping and levitation

(this picture explains everything)

total contrast

(landing and boarding)